Our firstyear of marriage was testing for me. It seemed to test my love for matt. I feltlike we were just going through life just living together, we argued a lot too!(He would always say our arguments are nothing like he’s had in previousrelationships, but they seemed big to me).
I felt like I didn’t love him anymore. It was an awful thing for me to think, of course I loved him, I still do. I couldn’t imagine my life with out him. He is a great husband, so thoughtful. He’ll surprise me with random acts of kindness and it reminds me how lucky I am to have him and to have had children with him. He is a great daddy to both girls.
*side note – This post was originally written on the 29th August 1017*
Updates to come…